"
Morganna"
May 1, 1992 - June 13,
2004
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I
dedicated myself to her.... and so did all who cared
for.
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Morganna
was a happy, loving, very well taken care of dog –
she was 12 and did have diabetes which was brought on by
Prednisone for her allergies…(unbeknownst to us and
without warning from her old vet, Prednisone will occasionally
cause diabetes…..we used to live in Western PA and
moved to Maryland in 2001 – her current vet was not
in the same group that last treated her).
Morg was well regulated on Humulin U 2 x/day – had
her sugars tested regularly at the vet and at home via a
glucometer and urine strips. She was on a special diet from
her vet and received special treats; lost about 20 pounds
and very easily adapted to her new lifestyle of insulin
shots; testing; etc.
Her
new vets were incredibly pleased with her care and her progress
– she was just to the vet in March for her teeth cleaning
and in May for her check up. She went to the vet almost
every 2 months or so, just to check her sugars, etc. On
her May 14th visit she was given her Proheart 6 shot –
(this was her 2nd) – she had been tested for heartworms.
A
little about her care – I am a critical care paramedic
– I work as a flight medic for a helicopter service
in addition to teaching at a University; my husband is a
police officer trained in CPR/1st aid and was very attentive
to her needs and very receptive to providing her care which
included a very regimented schedule; the only other people
that ever spent long periods of time with Morg were my aunt
who watched her while I was on duty and John was at work.
My aunt is also a paramedic; and occasionally Morg would
stay with my Mom & Dad in western PA. She had her food
there; her insulin and needles were always packed in her
“go” bag along with her treats. My Mother is
an EMT and was in charge of her insulin shots.
Since
she was on a very regulated schedule our lives revolved
around her and whatever activities that we did were always
planned around her or included her. She never left home
without her go bag which included oral glucose in the event
that her sugars bottomed out; her glucometer and needles/alcohol
preps, food and water. Her insulin traveled with us in a
mini-fridge that plugged into our cigarette lighters.
My
time was spent making Morg happy and comfortable. I dedicated
myself to her.... and so did all who cared for. I had a
standard of care for her that was probably higher than most
humans and there was a continuum of care when I was not
with her.
Morg
very rarely spent many hours in the house by herself –
my husband works evening shift and I typically work days
at the University – she was usually only left at home
alone 2-3 hours. Days that I was on the helicopter, she
went to my aunt’s and spent the day with her.
The
events leading up to her death were strange, bizarre and
horribly traumatic….
John
was in charge of her care while I was on duty for a 24 hour
shift. He indicated that she was a little slow to eat her
dinner on Monday June 8th, but he chalked it up to my not
being home.
Tuesday
morning, Morg refused to eat even though he tried scrambling
her an egg…he called me to tell me to get home quick
because she just wasn’t acting right. He had to leave
because of a special meeting at work.
Essentially she was taken to her vet and we were given numerous
diagnoses – I eventually took her to the Veterinary
Emergency Clinic in Annapolis which also happens to be a
critical care animal hospital and referral center…….
My
belief is that Proheart 6 caused Morganna's death, as she
had 2 of her primary vets taking care of her and they could
not find what was causing this – the doctor that did
her ultrasound on the 11th – the Emergency Clinic
with all of their specialists and experts couldn’t
figure out how to help her. In the end she developed DIC
from all of the damage that Proheart 6 did to her!
Morg died at home on June 13th with me, my Mom
and John around her.
I
held her and comforted her until her very last heartbeat.....
telling her how much I love her and that it was okay to
let go.
I
am so sorry that I ever gave this medication to her. I should
have researched it prior to ever allowing it to be given
to her…I NEVER would have allowed her to have it with
her pre-existing condition. Shame on me for having so much
faith on our vet and not insisting on researching it –
I thought it was a miracle medication that would protect
her from heartworm.
I
couldn’t bear to see anyone else go through this terrible
ordeal….nobody should have to lose their dog because
of something they originally did to protect them!!! I am
writing this in Morg’s memory and to aid in the complete
removal of this medication along with any others that may
harm our loving companions.
I
am deeply appreciative of the time we spent together ...
but this medication limited our time and I am incredibly
hurt by that. I pray that this medication does not harm
any more animals and that the FDA realizes that our dogs
are not just dogs … they are our companions, our children
when we can’t have children and our confidantes.
Crista
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