I've
had many animals in my life. From the tiniest
reptile, thru rodents, birds, all my wonderful
dogs and cats, and one horse. Loosing them thru
illness or old age is a part of life. We grieve
their loss. We understand that what happened
was a natural event. But to loose a companion
or to watch them bemome ill because we allowed
them to be injected with an unsafe drug is devastating.
The guilt we suffer is unbelievable.
Fate
brought Holly into my family. In December of
'97, I was a single mom. I'd bought my first
house in the spring of '95 and had moved in
with my son, Thomas, and our 3 cats-Keel, Motley,
and Shannon. Thomas had his 6th birthday party
a couple of weeks before Xmas of '97. Somehow,
in all the commotion, our cat Motley got out
of the house. Though I distributed over 250
flyers and searched the neighborhood, we never
did find our little girl. She was 12 and arthritic.
My search for her is what brought me to our
local shelter. I'd hoped maybe they had picked
her up. The day after Xmas, I decided to go
there again. To look once again for Motley,
and also to look at the dogs.
So
many eyes beseeching me to 'take me home!'.
So many wagging tails. There were some who just
sat there, too sad to wag. A little beagle caught
my eye, tho I hadn't been looking for a particular
size or breed. She acted as tho she knew me!
Her paper-work said she was a year old, born
on Xmas day of '96 & that she was already
named Holly. Her family had surrendered her
because she had peed on their rug! I was dumb-founded.
The shelter workers all thought Holly was my
dog because of her happy reaction to me. I was
so honored that Holly had chosen me to be her
mom! My son was so thrilled with his first dog.
They bonded instantly. With a little patience,
Holly shortly became completely house-broken.
She even learned not to chase our 2 cats-not
TOO much anyway!! The summer of '98 brought
me to a new job. Assistant manager in a nearby
pet store/zoo. There, I met my next companion.
A little 4 month old white boxer. We 'connected'
the very second we met and her name, Rocksie
came instantly. However, at the time, I couldn't
afford to spend $899 to bring her home. Two
months later, with tears in my eyes, I myself
had to sell her to a very nice family. A week
later, they brought her back in. She was so
happy to see me and I thought they'd just come
in for a follow-up booster. They wanted to return
her because, shy as she was, she wouldn't play
with their 2 year old daughter. When the owner
refused to refund her, she gladly handed her
over to me! That day, Holly got herself a sister
to play with! Not long after that, we lost our
elderly cat Keel. I brought our Manx cat, Mystique
home from the store the day after Xmas. Shannon
once again had a playmate.
Holly and Rocksie had a great life together.
Always healthy, they had many walks along our
beautiful lake. We made trips to a nearby cranberry
bog which had 3000 acres of trails to explore.
The only thing that slowed Holly down was a
broken leg in the winter of 2000. She'd dug
out of the yard to go hunting and had a run-in
with a pick-up truck. Silly girl even got out
once with the cast on! What a sight she was
hopping along on 3 legs, ears flapping. Thankfully,
I found her 2 blocks away. Needless to say,
I purchased an electric fence to keep her safely
in our yard. Eventually, we added 2 more cats
to our family. I rescued Max on a scorching
hot summer day in '01. He'd been hit by a car
and left for dead by the side of the road. I
syringe fed him back to health. His jaw had
been broken. He was hospitalized for several
days before coming home. Spring of '02 brought
a tiny new kitten, Arnold into our loves. Now
he is a HUGE bengal kitty! November of '02,
I was married. Our family seemed complete. Holly
and Rocks were always up to date on vet checks
and protected year round from heartworms with
Heartguard chew-tabs. They tested negative every
year. The only time Rocks was ill was a bout
with pancreatitis in June of '03. She recovered
fully and gained all her weight back.
October
of '03, I took Holly in for her booster and
lymes shots. The vet tech told me there was
a new, convenient way to protect my dogs from
heartworms. Proheart6. I asked if a 6 month
injection was safe. 'Yes, of course!'. So Holly
had her first PH6 injection that day. I brought
Rocks in Nov of 03, specifically to get her
injection of PH6. A few weeks later, Rocksie
had a 48 hour bout with vomiting. She didn't
become dehydrated and recovered. Please note
that from 7-98 to 8-01 (when I became disabled)
I'd worked in the pet store. I'd become the
'Head of Meds'. So I had experience with dehydration.
I set up the IVs when the pups and kittens needed
them. My job was to keep the pups and kittens
as healthy as I could. I gave all the boosters,
did the worming, dipping, administered antibiotics,
nasa-guard, etc. I basically did everything
a vet-tech or even a vet would do. There, I
had experience with seizures. Two 'drop-off'
pups had come in covered in ticks. I dipped
them and managed to remove all the ticks. However,
both developed lymes disease. One survived with
slight paralysis to his rear legs. The other
died after seizuring for several days. I'd also
had my own 15 yr old dog who had epilepsy during
the last 5 years of her life.
But
the seizures I was soon to witness in my two
beloved dogs were nothing like any others I'd
witnessed! Shortly after Rocksie's upset belly,
Holly had a petite mal seizure. She started
by salivating and chomping her teeth. Her eyes
were glazed. She tried to come to me but her
legs were stiff and she couldn't seem to get
her back legs to function. Her front legs waved
as she ended up going side-ways until her rear
legs gave out and she plunked to the floor.
I calmed her. She recovered after about 20 minutes.
I wish to this day I'd connected Rock's vomiting
to Holly's seizure... I called the vet and was
told to 'moniter' her for any more seizures.
She has never again had one to this day. She
and Rocks both had their 2nd PH6 shot on 5-03-04.
On 5-27-04, 3 weeks post (2nd PH6) injection,
Rocks had two grand mal seizures, one in the
morning and one in the evening. I was again
told to 'moniter' for further seizures. I found
it very odd that both dogs would suddenly develope
epilepsy at the same time. On 7-30-04, 12 weeks
post (2nd PH6) injection, Rocks began to seizure
again.
This time, she would never come out of it. On
7-31-04, I had to have my brave girl euthanized.
You can read her complete story in the memorial
section of this site. Holly lost her sister.
Her buddy. I then lost my 15 year old cat, Shannon,
just 2 months after Rocks. I took Holly for
her 3rd PH6 shot on 11-04. That's when I was
told it had been taken off the market.
"Is
that what killed Rocksie?" 'NO!!' is
what I was told! Several weeks later, I learned
of all the dogs who have suffered and died
because of PH6. And of all the survivors,
like Holly. Holly still mourns for her playmate.
Holly
gained 5lbs because she doesn't have her buddy
to run around our yard with. I stepped up her
walking regimen to get her back into shape.
You see, she is 8 but a beagles life gives her
many more years with us. So I plan to keep her
healthy.
I
plan to NEVER again allow the poison that is
PH6 be injected into my baby. NEVER AGAIN!!!!
CHERYL